The story yesterday at our Church reminded me of a situation I encountered during our trip to Ecuador that I wanted to share. This story has not been told, it's a bit of a confession, however this is one that I believe I will begin to share as now I see this as the greatest learning experience from the whole trip.
"After a week of Christmas parties in Ecuador we were treated to some site seeing and shopping in Otavala. While we were there hustling and buying gifts for our families and friends back home, I was approached by a homeless man looking for some spare change. Looking back on it I truly believe this was a test of my learning through the week. A test that I failed miserably. You see when I was on the mission trip surrounded by missionaries and organized acts of service it was easy for me to act generously. Wouldn't you know the minute I was removed from the "organization" I didn't use what I had learned throughout the whole week. All that I had come to do was lost in a matter of seconds. What I now realize is that because of this I have gained so much.
I believe our greatest learning comes from failing. I have continually reflected of this man and prayed about why I chose to handle that situation that way. It reminded me so much of the story you shared yesterday. I ignored the opportunity to pray for this man or make and equal sacrifice for his well being, and instead focused inward. God has placed this on my heart and mind, and now when I see a situation to help in whatever way I can say I honestly jump at it. I have used this tough lesson to become a better follower of Christ.
This whole incident tied with the lesson yesterday reminded me of how our lives are ordained by God. It was not by chance that I encountered this man nor will it be by chance when I see another opportunity to "impact" the community. I have learned so much through failing in this one situation. We don't have to be on a mission trip to share God's love, God's Grace, God's mercy and our personal story on how we have bent the knee to Jesus Christ. For one moment I didn't let my light shine, which has prompted a change in me that will forever help me "impact" the lives of others. "
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